Blog npe hloov lawm tab sis tseem txog Cauda Equina Syndrome & Kuv

KUV hloov lawm cov npe uas kuv blog. Ua li cas? Tsis tawm ntawm laj los yog cia li los hloov, ntau ntau muaj tshwm sim vim hais tias kuv tus ncej tas los. Kuv mam li mus ntev tswg txog nws, tabsis tamsim no peb tau hais tias tus tswv tau hloov kuv pom cov dab tsi muaj tshwm sim rau kuv... thiab nws kuj muaj chaw khiav dejnum tswj qab nws.

Kuv txoj kev ntseeg twb pom kuv ntawm no "Sib ntaus sib tua" nrog Cauda Equina Syndrome (CES) deb deb li no, tab sis kuv twb tsis muaj lub tswv yim ua qhov twg kuv txoj kev ntseeg lus tau nqe lus hais txog. Yog, Kuv wondered cas no muaj tshwm sim, dab Vaj tswv xav paub kuv thiab li cas kuv yuav tsum tau saib tau zoo. Peb yeej paub tias tej kev phem no tshwm sim rau tib neeg zoo thiab tej yam zoo tshwm sim rau tib neeg phem. Peb yeej xav kom paub hais tias vim li cas thiab feem ntau cov lus teb tau peb yog tias peb yuav tsis paub vim li cas rau lub neej no ces peb cia li tau mus nrog nws nyob. Kuv twb hnov heev xyoo txog cov neeg uas raug mob phem heev thiab kab mob "sib ntaus" los sis "battling" cov khoom twg mus nrhiav kev pab los yog ua kom puas lossis nqa lawv lub neej. Phooj ywg thiab cov txheeb ze tau tau kov los, ib co ploj mus, kev raug mob los yog kab mob. Tam sim no nws yog kuv tig.

Cas kuv tuaj los koj twb paub lawm yog tias kuv twb tsis tau lwntus zuj zus thiab kuv yog NW nyuam qhuav tau zoo nyob rau hauv tus vaj tswv Kingdom. Vaj tswv ntau npaum li ntawd, kuv xav tab sis kuv muaj succumbed rau "Cov haiv neeg twg nas" thiab kuv tus kheej rau kuv ua hauj lwm devoted. Tsis tau rau kuv lawm, ua hauj lwm tseem ceeb heev, tab sis heev tshaj ntawd yuav tsum raug kev nyuaj. Kuv kev sib raug zoo nrog kuv tus poj niam, Kuv lub sij hawm thiab kev pab rau vaj tswv thiab txoj kev kaj siab lug tau ncaim ntawm kuv lub neej. Mus txog lub sij hawm no ib lub neej hloov, lub sij hawm sij tau thiab mus ua hauj lwm qhov twg lub kua yig kev sib tw rau kuv, Kuv twb pom kuv tus kheej li battling CES ho kom kuv txoj kev ntseeg, zeb thiab txiav txim tau tuaj kuaj. Thaum lawv tau tuaj kuaj, uas tsis yog tag nrho. Ua kom pom tseeb kuv yuav tsum tau recovering deb ntau dua li tus kws kho mob thiab cov neeg ua hauj lwm lub cev puas xav tias kuv yuav, ntxiv dua txoj kev soj ntsuam kev kho mob hais tias kuv yuav. Kuv twb yuav yeej kuv "Sib ntaus sib tua". Kuv tsis, thiab tsis, tuav tawm lub tswv yim ib qab tab sis kuv lub hom phiaj lawm los yuav tau taug kev tau tsis pab dua - ib lub hom phiaj lofty ib tug neeg uas CES.

Nws yog kuv lub cwj pwm uas yuav tsum tau hloov. Kuv pom no li sib tw ib qhov twg kuv txoj kev ntseeg yuav pom kuv mus txog thiab tawm sab nraud ntawm no kuv yuav muab rau daim credit rau vaj tswv. Kuv yuav ib tug peeb zeej hauv nws pab. Tsis muaj ib yam uas uas, Tabsi yog li.... Vajtswv xav kuv. Txhua yam ntawm kuv. Nws tau xav txhua yam uas kuv tau ntev. Kuv xav tias kuv yuav tsum muab kuv tus kheej rau nws mas ntau xyoo dhau los. Nws tau siv kuv hais ntau txoj kev uas qhov txhia chaw kuv twb tau nyob. Tab sis raws li kuv hais, Kuv twb maj mam ntog nyob noj nws blessings thiab si laim nrog nws mus rau kuv tus kheej tsis txawm xaiv nws. Kuv tus poj niam tau sim pab kuv pom, tab sis kuv tau ib yam nkaus thiab teem rau ntawm kuv lub hom phiaj - uas tau lawm lawv mus cuag thiab tam sim no, vim muaj Vajtswv tus txwj, yog li ntawm kuv qhov tseeb. Kuv tus cwj pwm yuav tsum maj mam hloov lawm thiab yog tsis txawj zoo. Vaj tswv txoj smackdown rau kuv lub cev thiab cuam tshuam kuv raug kev puas siab, thiab peb lwntus thiab. Nws thiaj li, txhua yam yog stripped tseg tab sis lub tebchaws. Kuv pom tias kuv tau coj kuv tus kheej rov qab los ntawm Vajtswv thiab nws tau hu rau kuv tau muab rau kuv tus kheej kiag li nws. Xwb no lub sij hawm, Kuv to taub nws muaj ntau yam ntxiv qhov tob hauv ntawv dua kuv puas xav tias luag tau ua ntej.


Nyob rau hauv cov Ohio derecho los nag ntawm lub rau hli ntuj 29, 2012, Peb xiam ib tug laus tshauv ntoo uas yog 85 taw nyob ntev. Ob tug txiv neej tau muab peb tus zoo yeej tsocai rau tej saum tus ntoo, li tshem tau lub hauv paus, thiab hauling nws tseg tag nrho. Lawv figured lawv yuav ua nyob rau hauv 2 hnub, 6 teev ib hnub twg . Lub hauv paus yog tawv ncauj incredibly. Thaum uas lawv pib muab, lawv nrhiav tau tias muaj cov hauv paus hniav tuab ntws hauv tag nrho cov lus qhia rau, ntau txhais taw. Yog tuab heev rau lawv saws. Lawv txhoov thaum nws nrog co. thiab ua hauj lwm 3 hnub suav txij li thaum sawv ntxov mam tsaus nti. Nws kuj muaj lwm tus neeg tuaj pab. Thiab tseem lub hauv paus tseem tshuav. Thaum kawg lawv khiab tsev nyob ib zaug li. thiab ua raws li lawv. Pob ntoo ntawd yeej lawv heev rau hnub. Thaum kawg, lawv accomplished li cas peb yuav tsum tau tawm hauv lub me pov toj uas tsob ntoo lawm, Txawm li cas los, kuj tseem hauv paus hniav hauv qab ntawd pov toj. Thiab lawv siv tau lawm 40 teev rau hauv peb tes num. Lawv tsocai tau nyiaj tsawg tshaj $6 moos.

Ntawd yog li cas yog thaum kuv thawj zaug tau muab kuv tus kheej "nkaus" rau Vajtswv. Kuv pom zoo li cas zoo li lawv Planning thiab ua ntawd Planning. Thaum lub sij hawm, ntau thiab ntau ices tab sis kuv muaj kuv lub hom phiaj thiab npau suav heev thiab muaj tej tug tsis muaj sij hawm, tsis muaj chav, hais tiag vim kuv tus kheej kom vaj tswv li nkaus li nws xav. Nyob rau lub sij hawm, Kuv nqa rov qab li cas kuv twb muab nws. Dheev, xyoo no, Vaj tswv hloov tag nrho cov uas. Stricken muaj ib tug mob uas yuav hloov tas kuv sim neej, cia noj ntau yam uas kuv xav ua thiab ua kom tiav, Tam sim no kuv tau hom kab mob lub sij hawm rau nws. Kuv twb kawm tau tias nws xav ua txhua yam ntawm kuv, and I've made that commitment to Him. Now, whatever recovery I have is fine with me. Of course being who I am, I will still be pushing for the best results possible. As with many whom God used in the past, He has place His mark of ownership on me - my CES. It is a reminder of whose I am, whose strength I depend on, and who has complete control of my life. We are not to give God a little, or even a large, part in our lives. He wants our whole life to be a part of His. He wants to live out His life through us. That's what the Bible means when Paul wrote in the 8th Chapter of Romans that we who believe are being shaped and molded by God to be just like Jesus. Not just our character, but character drives motivation, and out of motivation comes actions. God uses the events in our lives to transform us (Romans 12), and He transforms us into people who think, act, speak, and love just like Jesus. Ua li cas? So He can reach people who don't know, or those who don't care about His love.

No wonder so many in America today don't want anything to do with Christianity or church - look at how we Christians live! That isn't God's plan. Time for me to get with the plan. And I no longer fight CES, but it is a mark of ownership on me and of my commitment to God. So it is now "Kuv lub neej nrog Cauda Equina Syndrome" and thus the new name for my blog.


 

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