All in all, I really wouldn't give it back. Yog, I hate the physical limitations I now have. At the same time, I was set free spiritually and emotionally. I am so much closer to God today and more free in my relationships because of the turmoil and changes which Cauda Equina Syndrome caused in my life.
Within the next week I will have a special 1 year edition of my monthly report. It will be yet another step forward in my journey. Be watching for it and join me.