Just recently I came across a passage in my study of the Bible which really spoke to me. To mi je pokazal nekaj, kar se je zgodilo z mano, vendar je nisem spoznal,. V 1 Peter 4: 1-2, je zapisano,, "1 Zato, Ker je Kristus trpel v svojem telesu, arm yourselves also with the same attitude, because whoever suffers in the body is done with sin. 2 As a result, they do not live the rest of their earthly lives for evil human desires, but rather for the will of God." [1Pe 4:1-2 NIV]
During the 20 months I have lived with Cauda Equina Syndrome, God has slowly changed my focus from me to Him. As these verses say, I am done with sin. Now that doesn't mean I won't, only that my focus is now in a different direction - an upward direction to God. As such, things that once held pleasure for me - and kept me from being close to God - are in my rear view mirror. I want to live the rest of my life 100% for the will of God.