Hadithi yangu, wa maisha yangu na Kauda Equina Mwilini, katika maneno yangu mwenyewe. On video. Enjoy!
Ni nini kilichotokea?
I was moving a concrete splash pad. Not far, tu 18 inches. I tried to lift and slide it… not good. I stood it up on its end and walked it – perfect. Later that night, I got up out of the recliner to go to bed. My lower back felt “funny” and a little stiff or tight.
I awoke the next morning with sharp pain running down my right leg. On the 10 wadogo, I rated it a 5. Kim set an appointment with a Chiropractor for the next morning. By the time I got home from work, my pain level was at a 10. I had never felt such pain. I took pain meds and went to bed.
Katika masaa ya asubuhi wee, I partially awoke but still dreaming. It seemed like my legs were going numb. I feel back asleep. In the morning, I awoke to find that I had no feeling below my waist. Knowing something was very wrong with me, tuliendelea uteuzi mapema kwa Chiropractor, with me in a wheelchair. She suspected Cauda Equina Syndrome and recommended I go directly to an Emergency Room. I did.
Alikuwa na uzoefu wako kuna nini?
The ER told me that I did not have Cauda Equina Syndrome and they gave me a referral to a back specialist. We didn’t want to wait that long. Kim called our Doctor to get a MRI ordered; sisi kisha kusubiri 2 siku kwa ajili ya bima kibali na MRI kinachotokea siku ya Ijumaa, Februari 15th.
My Doctor got the results on Tuesday the 19th and referred me immediately to a neurosurgeon. I saw him 2 days later. He wanted me in the hospital now for surgery the next day to decompress the spine.
Ilikuwa ni Kauda Equina Mwilini baada ya wote - dharura upasuaji hali.
Problem – I was on a blood thinner and they couldn’t operate then. I stopped the med and went into the hospital on Sunday, na upasuaji siku iliyofuata, 25.
Nini upasuaji gani na?
The surgeon performed a L4/L5 microdiscectomy to remove parts of a ruptured disk in order to relieve the pressure on my spinal nerve bundle. The disk had ruptured directly into the canal and had crushed the nerves controlling the lower ½ of my body.
Ni nini kilichotokea?
Mimi alitumia wiki katika papo hapo Rehab, learning how to walk and shower when you can’t balance or feel anything below the waist. Human’s use their feet, kifundo cha mguu, and legs to balance – I was getting no feedback from them. Although the surgery relieved the pain, mishipa ya tu upya saa kuhusu 1mm kwa siku, na kisha tu kwa kuhusu 12 - 18 months. So getting all of my feeling back was a long shot.
Ni jinsi gani ya kufufua kwenda?
Physically – After Rehab came Physical Therapy. Some normal feeling returned to parts of my thighs. The rest stayed numb or got tingly painful. Now, 10 miezi baada ya kuumia, feeling has returned except in the areas covered by underwear and from the ankles down. My feet are very painful and I have a possibly torn tendon. I’m having that checked next week.
Emotionally – I viewed myself as a Christian with a deeper than average faith and commitment to Jesus. Yet I found myself asking God why this had happened, wanting to know His purpose for it. Through teaching from Living On The Edge’s Chip Ingram, I realized that God had placed His mark and reminder on me. It was time for the next step in my faith journey.
Bila shaka haikuwa rahisi! It was a lot of anguish, roho kutafuta, sala, and crying that led me to one fateful night where I placed my Cauda Equina Syndrome into His hands. I wanted Him to use me however He could. He was asking to yield to Him in everything and I was finally at the point where I realized that I couldn’t do without that.
I do not know where God will take me. I do have a busy 2014 lined up! Kim and I are launching a Small Group Ministry at our church, Mimi maandalizi kwa ajili ya kuchukua na kuthibitishwa Management Mhasibu mtihani wa kitaalamu, and putting my experience with Cauda Equina Syndrome I am becoming involved in a support and education non-profit for Cauda Equina Syndrome which is seeking to grow worldwide. I certainly won’t have much spare time! Not bad for someone who a few months ago was staring a lifelong disability in the face.
Mimi daima utasikia kuwa na dalili, Kauda Equina Mwilini itakuwa sehemu ya maisha yangu mpaka siku yangu ya kufa, but it will NOT define me. It is God’s tool to keep me humble.